Frustrated

What would you do if someone close to your heart decided that that person doesn't have respect for you as an individual?

Would that mean that that person is no longer into you?

Would that mean the love between you has dwindled?

Does that mean that someone else might have taken your place in the heart?

What difficult and terrible thoughts.

Could be true or could be false.

ONLY TIME WILL TELL.

Until that time comes,

Remains bewildered. 

Frustrated.

Tuesday Rant

How much time do you spend online?

Can you last for some 18 hours just looking at the computer?

Believe it or not, but I can.

It's strange, I know.

It's even a wonder that I can do anything at all!

What do I do for 18 hours straight?

1. I go on Facebook.

I check my notifications and try to keep myself abreast with

What's going on in people's lives.

(I secretly call it "people stalking.")

I "like" several posts by my friends.

I am not greedy with my "likes" on Facebook.

In fact, if I could like what everybody posts, I would.

But, alas, I draw the line at surveys.

There's just something strange about answering those mindless questions. 

Who thinks about these ridiculous, bordering on ludicrous stuff?

It is completely mind-boggling.

2. I do some reading.

One of my guilty pleasures is reading Twilight fanfiction.

It's pathetic, I know.

But reading is still reading and I like how it enriches my vocabulary.

I learn so much stuff just from reading fanfictions.

There are so many amazing writers on fanfiction that it is

A wonder how come they are not published.

3. I tweet.

I love to tweet. 

I've been tweeting since December 2008 and I'm still addicted to it!

Twitter keeps me updated of the latest news on various global issues, as well as

The lives of my favorite celebrities.

4. I play Pet Society.

I have a wonderful time playing with my virtual pet, Rui Xi.

She has been mine since January 2009.

Through the 3 years, the game has evolved and so has my pet.

I always need to check on her and try to see if she needs to be fed.

I always feel the need to check on the stuff she cooked in PS.

I love decorating her mansion and playing dress-up with her.

SO these are the things that I do online.

They may see trivial but I find myself quite content with these activities.

Soon, I hope to spend a lesser time online so I can spend more time doing more important things.

Wish me luck. Bye for now! ;P