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So, it's been months since I've posted something here. I know. I'm such a couch potato. Real life has been most crazy these past few months. Kiddo is now officially a grader. She's just six and she's in first grade. Imagine how old that makes me feel? I married young so I'm not THAT old (defensive!LOL). 

I am occupying myself with work and one important thing that is supposed to change my future. My family's future. I gave it my all. At least, I hope I did. I just can't believe it was within my grasp and it was snatched away from me! What a disappointment! But I am hopeful. The odds are stacked up against me as November looms closer. I feel like I am standing on the edge. It doesn't help that DH is adamant about leaving my comfort zone and trekking into unknown territory. (I shall blog more on this soon!)

It was my birthday a few weeks back. Celebrated it in the big, dirty, and crowded capital city of Manila. I had a nice time. One of my best friends and her boyfriend took me and DH to this really cool vintage joint right smack in the middle of Makati's red light district. o.O  The food was great and my cake was fantastic with its sparkling Roman candle. LOL! The joint's staff even sang the birthday song for me (thanks to my best girl Anne for that)! It was a trip! No better way to spend your birthday than that, methinks!

Now, it's September. Where have the past 8 months gone? I feel like I am trapped in this place with nowhere to go. My life has become this monotony of domesticated existence. I am angry all the time. I am frustrated and I want to pull at my hair.

I feel terrible for dumping my angst on the unsuspecting. It shall get better. It has to.