28 January 2011

Pinoy TV Drama: Dwarfina

It's weird. I never knew there would come a time when I would be addicted, 
yet again, to a Filipino tv drama. 
We call them fantaserye.
 But, alas, I have!
And to Dwarfina at that. 
I. Am. Pathetic.
I cannot help but feel anxious to watch the newly-launched tv series.
The story revolves around a human-girl-turned-fairy-princess.
I was not able to catch the pilot episode.
However, this past week, when I was having dinner with my girl,
I happened to catch one local actor I've been crushing on for a while now.
Dennis Trillo.
He looks yummy in his worn-out jeans and 5 0'clock shadow!
They cast Heart Evangelista as the human/fairy Dwarfina.
Not too crazy about her but she had dated Echo Rosales (another long-time crush of mine) 
for 2 years so it makes her passable in my eyes. Teehee!
The show also features my other crush, Will Devaughn.
(I tend to crush on soo many local actors! Sorry but I can't help it!)
I think watching Dwarfina is a win-win situation for me!
LOL!

13 January 2011

It's been over a month since I've posted anything. 
Holiday season hit me full force.  
There is nothing like Christmas in the islands.
That basically meant that I was very busy with endless parties, 
Non-stop get-together with friends and relatives.

I had to do be in major roles which included, 
Momma to my kid, 
Wife to DH, 
AND, on top of that,
 The errand girl of my family. 
Phew! 
Talk about a lot of people, things, and places to meet, do, and be! 
Respectively, of course!

To be perfectly honest,
This is not how I pictured my life would turn out.
I feel so frustrated with myself for not fighting for what I believe.
I'm taking baby steps, I would try to convince myself.
Baby steps???
I should be f#ckin' leapin forward!!!
No, f@cking jumping onward!!!

This is my last year in my 20s..
I know that should be out there making a name for myself.
I have two effin degrees and here I am putting my career(s) on hold!
I should be mortified!
I should be f#ckin' angry.

But I am not.
I don't feel any of those things.
I know I have a damn good reason for putting it all on hold.
And that reason is lying with her mouth slightly open, 
With drool on her princess pillow.

My 5-turning-on-6-year-old daughter.
My reason.
My life.
My everything.
Despite all the trials and hardship that come my way,
she is the ray of sunlight that tells me,
Time and again,
This is all worth it.
She is worth it.

;D