It's been over a month since I've posted anything. 

Holiday season hit me full force.  

There is nothing like Christmas in the islands.

That basically meant that I was very busy with endless parties, 

Non-stop get-together with friends and relatives.

I had to do be in major roles which included, 

Momma to my kid, 

Wife to DH, 

AND, on top of that,

 The errand girl of my family. 

Phew! 

Talk about a lot of people, things, and places to meet, do, and be! 

Respectively, of course!

To be perfectly honest,

This is not how I pictured my life would turn out.

I feel so frustrated with myself for not fighting for what I believe.

I'm taking baby steps, I would try to convince myself.

Baby steps???

I should be f#ckin' leapin forward!!!

No, f@cking jumping onward!!!

This is my last year in my 20s..

I know that should be out there making a name for myself.

I have two effin degrees and here I am putting my career(s) on hold!

I should be mortified!

I should be f#ckin' angry.

But I am not.

I don't feel any of those things.

I know I have a damn good reason for putting it all on hold.

And that reason is lying with her mouth slightly open, 

With drool on her princess pillow.

My 5-turning-on-6-year-old daughter.

My reason.

My life.

My everything.

Despite all the trials and hardship that come my way,

she is the ray of sunlight that tells me,

Time and again,

This is all worth it.

She is worth it.

;D